Distressing..

Today is 31 May 2009 sunday..
Tommoro i will start my degree year 1 sem 2..
Many bad thing happen recently..not to say bad,,dont know how to say..
but it is just bothering me...i cant slep well tis few days..
yesterday 7.30 only slep..this is only happen when i am taking QT test..
now its happen again..why? Hvt start school then feel pressure and insomia d?
i also dont know...

I know you guys care about me..
but please dont over flood your love..yes really..
i need some space...i not require much...
just a little little space for me to breath...yes you can know my life..what am i doing..where am i..
but please dont control me...i am a human..i desperate for freedom..
this is usually a thing request by adolescent..
but why am i still asking for...ya i also dont know...

Yes i know you cant slep tight at night..
but i cant slep at night..
i noe you are suffering headache...
so as i and also eye painfull cause by dryness..
Pls dont worry me tooooo much ok..
i am still ok...everything is so simple at the begining..
now..everything gone wrong..turning up side down..

i am a strong people...
i can adapt to any bad situation including farewell...
it is just not too imporatant for me till i need to go and kill myself nor no mood to study..
that make me ZZZZ...you may think that i not understand..
but i tell ya..i knew that feeling..so you got me?

and i admit that i am quite playfull and outgoing person..
these are my personality, i cant always slep before 12am..alway sit there are study..
i cant...that why i am studying business now..and it is marketing..
do you ever see a marketer always stay at home?
i dont think so, if yes..they already threw their job i guess..
i am so glab that i am kinda stuborn to change this style..
or else..i dont know where should i go..

That all i wanna say..
i dont know hoe many point you can get..
but i have to conclude my post by saying:
"Thank for your caring and love, i am fine..dont worry for me..i am still cool"

Regards,
CKW