悲共鸣

悲共鸣

相遇月下亭子我俩情伤共敲杯
又碰手里酒杯你我今宵又共醉
孤星残月高挂何时可再聚再圆
断枝残梅凋零何时能再长再开

作：Ken


这个诗歌所描写的是两个失意诗人在一个晚上遇见，
而两人都恰好受情所困，所以两人就在亭子里喝起酒来。
第三和第四句写的则是其中一位诗人喝道半醉时看看夜半周围时触景生情而作的。
而取题为悲共鸣是因为两人都有悲伤的感觉，而刚好和“杯”共鸣同音。
杯共鸣这是写景所用，形容当时两人敲杯时所产生的声音，两个杯同时响起，故称杯共鸣。

天黑。心灰

天黑。心灰

天好黑 也难比我的心更灰

忍着哭 尽量不让你看见我掉泪
打开窗 看着一幕幕的浪漫情节
才发现 只剩我一个人在享受爱的颓废

哦...夜太乌黑 路太倾斜
少了你在我会是谁
哦...天也灰灰 风也渐渐
最后的愿望也都被吹毁
你的背影离我越来越远
就算痛苦也珍贵 因为这是你给我最后的感觉

哦...我在回味 你给的美
痛彻心霏你会不会也感觉
哦...梦太远 你走更远
我怎么追却也追不回
你的背影终于消失在我面前

就连灵魂也纷飞 化作缕烟随风吹

作：ken

2008年9月23日

I am on FIRE!!!!

Time : 12:58am
Date : 22september
climate: After rain
Mood : On fire

Haiz..sienz diao..
very geram la..
u wan to know rite?
if you nt interesting why u view?
alrite i juz tell u la..
the story is like that....

Today afternon, my housemates and i were went to the resident area around TESCO there to find our next "nest". We are moving out from current hostel...sienz la here..so many ppl..
so noisy some times..and lousy services provided..
juz like a prison..sienz diao..
i cant wait to perform this prison break!!
Hahaha..damn you westlake!!!
damn danish house..
DAMN MR.Q
You are such a money eating machine huh..
aiya..ppl take rent..you use suck a? take so much and fast..==

Well..that not the main topic i am talking..
Today i met one more bull shit thing..
that make me sem break liao still canot go b hometown lo..
sienz diao..
Story is like that..
long time ago, we dicide to rent one house in tesco there..
bt the owner say the base floor he want wo..
onli rent the first floor..sienz diao lo..
live like this nt siok lo..

ok nvrmind..we go find the second house..
the second house is place very near the first house we find..
ok lo..we wan to try that house..
that day is wednesday if i am not mistaken..
then we phone the agents lo..
the agent say he is nt around..
so we make an apointment on sunday lo..
ok la..on sunday we reach that house and the call that agent again..
then you know what he tell me?
he say that he is in ipoh now, nt free to cum..
Mygod..i straight away kixiao and close the phone..

Sienz lo..have to find another house..
The third house we found is a 5 room house..
wah...full furniture(include streamyx ady)
with television and sofa le...
everything is very good!!
and the price is ok oo!!
Bt the problem is..the house gt ppl rent ady..
walao...i straight away beng kui..
then ask the agents..
walao, you ply ply v us a?
then she say:
"nola..juz show you gt this type of house nia..this is sample nia..
lailai..i show u another house same model..bt din have furniture yet lo..
and without furniture de..Err the rental is aroud 900..
wakao.. straght way sienz diao..so expensive..

So we give up lo...
then we wait and wait...
ok la..the story continue on today..
we go find that agent again..
she say the house that the owner wan base floor one a, the owner change his mind..
he wan rent the whole jouse lo..
YES! we so hapy when we hear it..
than the agent continue..
bt..errr..the owner found ppl to rent his house lo..
we are too late..
OMFG..i tell you..
i feel like fly up to heaven, then you smack me b to the hell..shit!

Sienz diao lo..
so we find another house..
no furniture..800 onli..
still can decrease i tink..hehe
haiz..
bt the owner onli free on this tue..
so that why i have to stay here til tueday lo..
aiz...
so sienz le..
stil have to scold my mama...
she say why so late liao stil dun wan b?
i wan de me..
the god damn agent la..
nt my fault le..
zzz

So, may god bless..
i hope this is the last house i find la...
i tired of findind house..
GOD BLESS ME SUSCESS THIS TIME!!
thx god~~

Time:1:27am
mood:better

Kou Li Beng Kui!!

Date:16sep2008
Time:6.30pm
Mood:GOULI good


That day i juz finish yamcha v my BENGKUI friends..
They are my ex-classmate and they are very KOULI.

You know why i say they are very BENGKUI? Coz they like to use the word BENGKUI

You know why i say they are very KOULI? also because they like to use the word BENGKUI, that why i think they are GOULI!!

Our BENGKUI GOULI Gang members:

KPS(The leader/monitor of bengkui)

Jin yuan(The lion king)

tao hui(the oscar+taufulou)

yean ying(the bengkui queen)

Kean woei(the CEO of beng kui)

Jian Hao(The leader of Bengkui branch in Taylor)

Hong Ka(The leader of Bengkui branch in MMU)

Hui po(The Bengkui exam cheater in UTAR)

Actually the member of BENGKUI GOULI gang is those kaki from KOPITIAM~~

So, if u find your name is nt inside the list..

pls call the The Boss-->KPS: 01251516** to confirm ur exist~

And any people that find sum1 mising in list can drop kindly drop coment to inform me..

thx 4 ur cooperation...

Reason that ur name is not inside the list:

1) you are not bengkui enuf

2) u fewer use the words BENGKUI

3) I forget u ady..SORI~~

HAHA~

Here show u something that make me BENGKUI recently:

MY HOUSEMATE ON THE ROOF!!!

Well...there are my Bengkui housemate........

Day: Nice day

Time:6.40pm

Mood:Bengkui good

Date:16sep2008

Blow Water~

Date:14 september 2008
time: 3:00am
climate: cool~~~

Phew..finally take b my pc ady...
you know..i miss "him" so much..
without "him" my life is boring...
without "him" my life is colourless..
without "him" my life is lame...
and...
without "him" my final exam improve..
lol..coz "he" is too attractive to me...
i cant control myself to play "him"...
wakakaka...
enought for bullshiting..

alrite..
just came b from MM the mamak stall..
sienzz...dun wan go de..bt hungry la..no cure..
sori mom i broke my promise..haha :P

When i wana left the MM..
i saw jin yuan(lion king), tao hui(taufu lou) and peng sheng(khan mother) walking on the street...
and then what hapen the next u should know rite?
they straight away rush to in front of me and start blow water(chui sui)

So this is the conclusion of the blow water conversation:
1)tao hui is the new OSCAR winner of 2008, i KO by him..sienz diao..detail information u just nudge him in MSN..haha
2)My dear friend hui po he still cheat in exam...While tat is the big discover for me..coz i thou tat he change his attitude ady but acyually nt..and what i can advise him is...u can cheat for now, but u cant cheat for last,And GOOD LUCK~

Arghh..feel sleepy ady..
that all for today..
as what i mention just now...
blow(chui) again next time la...
good nite and hapy moon cake festival for the people that i know and people that i dont know as well...Wish you have a very wonderfull nitezz..

Time: 3:14am

~KeN~

Survival match in 1449 westlake..........

time: 8:13pm
day: thursday rainny night

Once upon a time...there is a war between us..
ken..
ah wai...
patrick...
zhi kang...

we are friends...
Today..we are competitors...
We have a match at today very early morning..
12.30am...That is the begining of out war...
The last man standing at 9.00am is the winner...
I am the organizer of the match..
i am the refree of the match...
and i am the loser of the match...
zzz...too tired larrr...
How could i just sit there and study for whole night a...

The rules of the match are:
1)Can not open computer to play games and music but allow notes and dictionary only..
2)Can not close eyes more than 10 second, over than 10 seconds considerate as disqualify..
3)One room only allow 2 players to stay inside, four players divide into two rooms..each player guide each other..
4)Can not chit-chating for too long time...
5)Can not close the door of the room(we find out that ah wai and zhi kang players pakat to cheating in the game==)

And the rewards of the game are:
1)If we have three winner, the only losser will threat the others three drinks
2)if we have two winner, the others two losser will threat the others two burgers
3)If we have only one winner, the others three lossers will threat the only one winner pizza..

7.00am, first player knock out...
Ken
7:00++ am, second player knock out...
zhi kang
8.67am, third player knock out...
patrick(This is stupid, stand for three more minute can win)

So the winner of the survival match is AH WAI!!
wow...congratulations ah wai!!!
OYIYOYIYE..YIYOYIYOYIYEYIYEYI~~~(song of the survival reality show..haha..pls sing on ur own..)

Time: 8.32pm
Day: Still raining~~

Marketing~~~

Date: 03.09.2008
time: 6.35pm
mood: OK lo~~


Err...my final test of semester 2 in utar is coming..sienz...
no mood to study...bla bla bla..
study is crap actually..but luckily this semester subject is quite interesting..
not like laast semester..walao..the subjects are boring and dumb..
Well for me, i like marketing, management and mass com in this semester..
So i score quite high marks in this 3 subject..muahaha...

The coursework mark of marketing has post up in wble..
after i check uot the marks i ralize that..
my group coursework mark is highest in whole foundation..wahaha..
Happy and i proud of my member that i cooperate in the assignment..
They are the best of the best members i ever meet..
So here i want to thanks them once again..
Ken: as group leader
steven: editor
xiao ann: assistant of editor
siew king: A very balance group member, she know many things..encycopedia??
xiao ling: idea generator machine
jia tsun: very good member, responsible
ai thian: she is doing another assignment ><

That all i want to coment about them, hope that we still have many cooperate chance in the future..
and lastly wish you all the best in final..

~KeN~

time: 6.45pm
mood: steady~~

I am flying without wings~~

28.08.2008 Thursday
Time:10:50pm
Weather: normal night
Mood: lalalala

Wahahaha, today impressively my mood is very very good. Haha, I also don’t know why.
May be is because I have settle all my assignment? Hehe
May be is because I have taken all my exam paper and I am quite satisfy with my results?
Or I also don’t know what is the reasons.

But what I know is I have lost this type of feel long time ago…long long time ago..
I smile because I want to smile, or I can say I have to smile..
Now I am smiling because I am happy..
I am really happy..hahahaha….
Wah~~now whole people also can fly already..
All task have finished..hahaha..
Congratulate to Mr. Ken…
You have done your part, you may leave now…

Tomorrow is my last lecture(sociology) for my second sem, but I have do a decision after I have a very serious consideration..
I am going to skip the last class :P

Wahahahaha..This is because I am in good mood, and I am not going to allow anyone to spoiled it…hahaha..ya Mr. Pala(sociology lecturer), I am talking about you ..hello~~ Can you hear me?? Wahaha,I hate you man. Haha..Come and kick my ass la..

3 more days is my birthday, and I will meet all my old friends on the class gathering..Althought some of them cant attend but that ok~~haha..
As long as the people that going to attend is more than the peoples that going to absent..
We have to think positively so that we can stay alive longer..Remember that o my fellow’s friends.

If you don’t mind, just drop a birthday wish for me after view my profile..
My birthday is on 31 august..hehe..
Ya..that right, it is the independent day of Malaysia and..the birthday of Kean Woei..

~KeN~

Time:11:02PM
Mood:kekekeke

Blogger..Friend...Lover

Time: 11:17PM
weather: Starry night
Mood: complicated

As you know,i am a blogger.
What is a blogger stand for?

i am not try to sell you something..
i am not try to bring you something..
but i am try to tell you something..

So listen to me..
thanks for your cooperation.

So lets begin,
Can you tell me what is the meaning of friend?
And how many friends do you have?
Is it more than 100? 10? 1? or 0?


According to the OXFORD dictionary, friend is:
1) A person with whom one has a bond of mutual affection, typically one exclusive of sexual or family relations.
2) a familiar or helpful thing.
3)a person who supports a particular cause or organization.
4) a Quaker.

Ya, if your answer is more than 100 and 10, then honestly i think that you are just bull shiting with me.Don't you agree with me?

Let me tell you the actual meaning of friend, this is cruel but it is the truth.
Friend is:

1)a tool
when you finish using it, it will keep it away and find it again when you need it.

2)a shirt
when you feel bore about it, you will find a new one and return to the old onewhen the new one bore.

lastly,Friend is the second thing you will lost when the first things you lost is your everything.
You know, this is the facts that human don't want to admit it. Please believe it!
I still remember last time my good friend told me that the excuses that he use to reject his "friends" invitation to cyber cafe or shoping mall.
You know within so many excuses, which one is the most effective and efficiecy?
Now i will show you the best of the best..
"I dont't want to go la, because i dint have any money liao"
Then straight away his friend will just say "ok la, nevermind la. Find you next time lo,bye bye!"
and then end the call as fast as he can.
They will response like that i can understand, they worry that you will borrow money from them. So, this is your "friends"?

And now,can you tell me how many friend you have?
...

lover is something more complicated than friend.
I am not going to show you something the definition of lover in OXFORD dictionary because it is even more bull shit than the term friend.

How many lover you got so far in your life?
And how many times of you being the lover of others?

You will find out there is some calculation problem occur right?
because you not even know that are you the lover of him/her?

If "friend" is the second thing you will lose when the first thing you lost is your everything,
then your "lover" will be the third thing y0u lost because she/he will be your "friend" lover...

I am a blogger...
I am your "friend" and friend...
i hope to be your lover althought i am your "lover"..
Once upon a time...

Life is like that,
the person you marry will not be your lover, he/she is the only "lover" that you can believe.
So,
what do you think about it?
You want to be the lover of your "lover" or
become the "lover" of your lover?

When you gain something, at the same time you lost something..
Life is perfect because it is always not perfect..

~KeN~
Time:12:13AM
Weather:starry night
Mood: speechless

Mask

Time:10.23PM
Weather:silent night
Mood: ...

I got many things wanna say,but many things cannot say..
Today just finish fundamental of marketing mid-term test...
i should feel happy..most of the question i also can answer it..
the whole progress is smooth and peace...
But when i finish the test,i feel..i feel i am lost of direction..
i am lonely..suddenly i feel lonely..
i scare of it..i dislike the lonely feel..

When test is coming i still can spend my time on study..
try to forget everything that is sad..
But when the test was finish..i am stunt..
i don't know what to do and what should do..

i look strong from outside..
but inside i am dying..

I believe that everyone in this society are wearing a mask...
the mask can be use for self-defense..
but it also can be a deadly weapon if u misuse it..
i got so many mask..
so many..too many..
until..
i have lost myself..
where is the original one..
i confuse..
and finally..
i realize that..
The real one i have dump it..
i hate it..
i hate myself..
i am the weak one..
like to cry..

so now..
i have to keep on wearing the substitute mask to continue my real life..
it can be suffer..but life is carry on...

Time:10.37PM
weather:silent night
Mood:...

~If life is a stage...then we are actors..

~KeN~

...Death is coming...

Omg,this friday is my mid-term exam in UTAR.
That really sucks!!!!
It is just too fast for me,well i think it will come silently and kill me instantly.

The paper that i going to sit on this friday is management study and writing for business.
Management i still can handle it, but writing for business...sorry la..i cant make it..T.T''

You know?writing for business is god damn boring subject!!!
first sem i got english language,ok..i pass it well(it is a boring subject also!)
i feel like reborn after i sit the paper..hehe..
And now~
Here come the writing for business!!
It is exactly the same as english language!!!
the only different is..different lecture...

So,should you pray for me?..should you?
Should the god bless me?..should him?(well,i did skip the lecturer classes,so hope the god don't mind it!!:p)

~KeN~

Life is short..play more?

"life is short..play more.."
This is actually a X-box advertisment slogan(no quite sure about it,but nvm,it is not a important point^^)

At first,i just take it as a joke...you know..
X-box company just want you to buy their product so call us play more..
but after that i think that this slogan is meaningfull..because life is really short..
How u spend your time in this short life?studying?working?playing?or..
sleeping?(just take the last one as a joke..haha^^)

while..Are you spent your time for study?why do you spent your time for study?
because u want to have a better life in the future?A good wife/husband?cute kids?
nice car?nice house?And many many money just wait you to spent it?
But as condition...you have to work everyday..
no time to do the things that you like..no time accompany your kids..
do you really enjoy this type of life??

really?"life is short..enjoy it more"

KeN