Distressing..

Today is 31 May 2009 sunday..
Tommoro i will start my degree year 1 sem 2..
Many bad thing happen recently..not to say bad,,dont know how to say..
but it is just bothering me...i cant slep well tis few days..
yesterday 7.30 only slep..this is only happen when i am taking QT test..
now its happen again..why? Hvt start school then feel pressure and insomia d?
i also dont know...

I know you guys care about me..
but please dont over flood your love..yes really..
i need some space...i not require much...
just a little little space for me to breath...yes you can know my life..what am i doing..where am i..
but please dont control me...i am a human..i desperate for freedom..
this is usually a thing request by adolescent..
but why am i still asking for...ya i also dont know...

Yes i know you cant slep tight at night..
but i cant slep at night..
i noe you are suffering headache...
so as i and also eye painfull cause by dryness..
Pls dont worry me tooooo much ok..
i am still ok...everything is so simple at the begining..
now..everything gone wrong..turning up side down..

i am a strong people...
i can adapt to any bad situation including farewell...
it is just not too imporatant for me till i need to go and kill myself nor no mood to study..
that make me ZZZZ...you may think that i not understand..
but i tell ya..i knew that feeling..so you got me?

and i admit that i am quite playfull and outgoing person..
these are my personality, i cant always slep before 12am..alway sit there are study..
i cant...that why i am studying business now..and it is marketing..
do you ever see a marketer always stay at home?
i dont think so, if yes..they already threw their job i guess..
i am so glab that i am kinda stuborn to change this style..
or else..i dont know where should i go..

That all i wanna say..
i dont know hoe many point you can get..
but i have to conclude my post by saying:
"Thank for your caring and love, i am fine..dont worry for me..i am still cool"

Regards,
CKW

Back to kampar(soon)

Yes...Tommoro i will get back to kampar..
Why am i so happy?
this is because...
Duh...it is a secret and i am not going to tell ya..lmao

Well, happiness not really cover all the sadness i got..
i have to leave my hometown soon...
haiz..i only back for 10 days...
but..no cure..
i have some business to carry on in kampar..
what is the business??
something personal...
what that personal?
it is..ya..i am not going to tell you again...
wahaha..i am turning crazy already..
keep on talking to myself...
bla bla bla..

May be hapiness have already paralyze me..stunt~
By the way...When you gain something, at the same time, you lose something..
Get what i say?
think on your own..=P

Wish you guys have a happy day as i have alright?
Good night~

嘛就是累和爽咯~

终于结束了大学第一年的第一个学期。
成绩=不明
星期二早上就考完，下午就做了一件疯狂的事。（不方便透露:P)
疯狂但开心~累但爽~呵呵
晚上陪housemate通宵直落~爽和累咯~
第二天早上又赶上金马仑。
金宝没有巴士直达金马仑，所以要到怡保转车~又是累咯~

到了上面，吹吹冷风，很爽下~哈哈
晚上吃火锅，那个爽的感觉就不用形容了。
吃完火锅，就去CH的starbuck喝咖啡，点了一杯cappuccino~
我个人觉得最爽~~哈哈
回到apartment，已经很累了。
他们还开赌~玩到通宵！累到！！不过也蛮爽~
哈哈，然后第二天早上起来，买了东西就赶下山了。


6个爽5个累，所以还是爽咯！哈哈

期待着下一个学期的开始！
你以为我这样想上课？才不！！
是想念吧？也许。。

Just for laugh~

Just came back from tea..
so, this is the story..
i went out with my housemate..
lets call them A and B..
A is came from ipoh while B is from kl..
A is a hokkien buddy that dont know how to speak hokkien and he is going ang willing to learn about...
B is not a hokkien buddy but he know how to speak in hokkien since his mother is a hokkien lang(people)...

So, this is the funny incident
So, at mamak stall there..
A call us to teach him speak hokkien ua(language)
B and i are both hokkien kaki..
so of course we taught him what he wanna know about..
after that, we feel kinda bore..so make a jokes on him..

He wan us to teach him something powerfull..
so this is what we taught..
Wa ka li kong a(i tell you a)
lin bek ng shi ho ki hu eh(i am not good to bully)

POWERFULL right?
then we add on...

Lin pek ng shi da bo gin na(i am not a small boy)
lin pek shi kim siu(i am an animal)

but we tell him the meaning of kim siu is true man..
LOL
so he taught that "lin pek shi kim siu" is i am a true man..
LOL..
omg, this is laugh my ass off..
wahahahahahahahaha

after that, he keep on practising this "powerfull" hokkien sentence alright?
then we walk back from mamak stall..
And we teach him another sentence that we tell him this is something used to praise a true man
"lin pek shi kim siu"(i am a true man)/ actual meaning:(i am an animal)
"lu de shi kim xiu"(you also a true man)/actual meaning:(you also an animal)
"wa lang de shi kim siu"(we are all true man)/actual meaning:(we are all animal)

then we say:
ei, tomorrow you see C(also a hokkien buddy/housemate) then you say this to him..

But i think the god want to continue the joke not by tomorrow
Because when we reached home, we saw C was studying at down stair..

lol, then we call A to "praise" C..
LOL, i guess you know what happen next right?

am i a bad guy?
yes i guesss
XD

不是情歌

"不是情歌"

A1
不曾对你说过
看你睡觉是幸福的事
说我不够温柔
像一根傻傻的木
A2
你曾对我说过
很多你最怕的事
要我牢牢记住
否则就放火烧树
C1
很想说
给我你的手让我带你去找幸福
我不是王子 没有白马
但我能背你走到最后
C2
很想说
让我陪你走到更远不要回头
我没有勇气 不敢承诺 做你的所有
但请你相信我 别放弃我
别让爱逝去才想起我
D1
前路似乎很难走
但请你相信我 别放松你手
别让爱从指缝中溜走

作：KEN

2009年5月2日