Mask

Time:10.23PM
Weather:silent night
Mood: ...

I got many things wanna say,but many things cannot say..
Today just finish fundamental of marketing mid-term test...
i should feel happy..most of the question i also can answer it..
the whole progress is smooth and peace...
But when i finish the test,i feel..i feel i am lost of direction..
i am lonely..suddenly i feel lonely..
i scare of it..i dislike the lonely feel..

When test is coming i still can spend my time on study..
try to forget everything that is sad..
But when the test was finish..i am stunt..
i don't know what to do and what should do..

i look strong from outside..
but inside i am dying..

I believe that everyone in this society are wearing a mask...
the mask can be use for self-defense..
but it also can be a deadly weapon if u misuse it..
i got so many mask..
so many..too many..
until..
i have lost myself..
where is the original one..
i confuse..
and finally..
i realize that..
The real one i have dump it..
i hate it..
i hate myself..
i am the weak one..
like to cry..

so now..
i have to keep on wearing the substitute mask to continue my real life..
it can be suffer..but life is carry on...

Time:10.37PM
weather:silent night
Mood:...

~If life is a stage...then we are actors..

~KeN~